One week and counting

So in a weeks time Nicholas will have had his surgery and be recovering!! 

I'm nervous but knowing that it is so routine and such a short surgery is helping me so much!!  The fact that I haven't written on here in a while has been, I think, because I'm not a scared for my little boy as I was for Lucas!!  Yeah I'm still nervous, its surgery for Christ sakes, but from what it could have been, much, much easier to take!!

You would never know he had anything wrong, so full of life and never settles but very co-operative and easy going!!!  But take him away from his brother and he doesn't really know what to do with himself!! 

So for now I just hug him a little harder, shower him in kisses, and try not to think of what is coming!!  Even though as I'm thinking of it my eyes are tearing and I start to feel more anxious!!!  This is for him, so that he can feel better!!!  I love him so much!!!

Here's to guiding the surgeons hands on the day of surgery and for a speedy recovery for my little man!!